Rainy, I say, when what I mean is
the curve of your nail, the striations on your knee
the chafing woolen weave of your cheek.
I could live inside your room forever.
What is it like outside? you ask.
Brrrr, I answer, when what I mean is
wrap me in benedictions, lay your hand upon my ungloved head.
I lash myself to this ceramic windowsill
My cheek paints feverish patterns in the glass.
What is it like outside? you ask.
Warm, I tell you, when what I mean is
the snarl of hornets, my pulpy apricot flesh
gouged by your teeth, I wipe my finger
beneath your chin.
What is it like outside? you ask.
Bitter, I confide, when what I mean is
scorch me, slash and burn, harvest me whole.
Moths with wings like butternut squash scratch against the window,
a staccato pulse, acorns fall from my pockets
and red shreds of leaves from my hair.
The poems are liars. They will say and do anything, promise you anything, to make you feel exactly what I feel. But the feelings at least are real.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
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